However, on a side note.....besides working so much, my life has been the best and happiest I have ever been in my entire life.. I'm so head over heels for this boy and I have never felt like this before and I feel so incredibly blessed to have met someone who spoils and loves me so much. You go through life hoping and wishing for that Cinderella fairy tale, and you search for it so hard... you long for it. I find it so funny that it was right infront of me this whole last year and I never took the time to really open my eyes and realize that my Prince Charming was right infront of me.. my best friend. :)
I am so excited to have been blessed with someone so amazing and to get along with so well... my little magnet i'm connected to so much! I have never been able to be myself and silly and laugh and be so honest with someone before and its so refreshing... i loooove it. :)
So, with all that being said.. it makes me just realize how incredibly crazy it is that through all our journeys in life, God is there the whole time.... he's molding and preparing a way for us in life that we don't even see - we can't see. Its like God can just sit back and see how we think we are left all alone and that there won't be anyone to love us unconditionally besides Himself, and He knows the whole time that he has this surprise and gift waiting for us at the end of heartache.
He blesses us in disguise and while we aren't even looking for the blessings God is preparing them and sending them our way anyways... even when we give up on Him, He doesn't give up on us. Even when we think that life can't get any better, He knows it can and it will. Even when we think that there isn't anyone who will love us and get us, He knows there is.
I am so thankful that He doesn't give up on us, and He knows our hearts and our needs inside out and He blesses us with what HE thinks is best instead of what we think is best.. because His best for us is far better than anything we ever imagine for ourselves.
I'm so thankful for a God who loves us unconditionally, and is always there for us in every situation and He cares.. always cares. There is nothing that we can do that will separate us from the love of God. We are so undeserving of anything He ever gives us and also what He doesn't give us...
So, enjoy your life.. know that even if you are unaware of the many blessings that are coming your way, just know that God is making a way for them and creating them specifically for you - be ready, be willing, be patient, and be open. Because I promise when you least expect it, the best blessings in life will come right up to you... and change your world.
